Putting on a Show with Feels

The pain in this world

Where in order to co-exist we must sit behind screens to communicate

To express

Love, hate and pain

Where we can no longer reach out for a hug without questioning where the other person been

A world where you must cover up your expressions with a mask

But the joke is on them

I been wearing a mask years before this era

A mask that I wore for so long I forgot who I am as a person

A mask that hides my inner thoughts, my demons

Oh I am so putting on a show with feelings

This society is turning chaotic

Can’t trust anyone who can’t trust themselves

So I guess that means you can’t trust me

But why would I care

I’m still stuck wearing this mask under a mask

Now tell me how does that make you feel


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Energy Taken From Me

The energy taken from me

Can not be returned

Shaping myself to fit your needs and not my own

Pretending to be the girl of your dreams

But not living out to achieve mine

Watching what I say

Making sure not to hurt your feelings

Draining my soul for you

I get nothing in return

Nothing not even a proper goodbye

Waste of months waste of time

But I regained myself

No longer do I have to ask permission to live my own life

To be free of going out and not answering texts and calls

Freedom to say and do as I please

To eat pizza everyday if I like

No judgement

Here’s to all the energy taken from me