Everyday Ish

You are panicking

sweat drops

You were relaxing and suddenly all the hair on your arms are at full attention

You hear every little movement made around you

You look around trying to remember where that vital device is

Your ears start burning or maybe it’s ringing

Your chest get a little tight while your tummy is in knots

Why can’t you find it?

Did it fall under the bed, get lost in the never ending bottom on the side of the couch cushions or maybe borrowed?

Your heart finally slows as you smile while placing your hand around your…..

phone charger

But yet if someone were to ask you for aid

Will you give that much energy to a love one that you do to electronic distractions?

Will you immediately jump up, heart racing and eager to accomplish

Or is that too far below your standards to even cause a prompting

Think about it next time you have a

LOw BaTTerY

Defeat

Defeat

Body so drained

Loss of knowledge is spreading

I’m feeling very sprained

Like this generation is treading

On a thick rope because if too thin the Karen’s and kens will complain about their backs

Everything is now given no point in being number one anymore you get that participation in and your on track

A joke

This crazy world is becoming

But is the world crazy on its own

Or is it the ones who occupy a space in it

Defeat turned 180 is victory

Defeat is something the haters try to put a face on it

So stand up and not let it be you

This might start feeling a bit contradictory

But the point I’m making is

Nobody should like DEFEAT

Putting on a Show with Feels

The pain in this world

Where in order to co-exist we must sit behind screens to communicate

To express

Love, hate and pain

Where we can no longer reach out for a hug without questioning where the other person been

A world where you must cover up your expressions with a mask

But the joke is on them

I been wearing a mask years before this era

A mask that I wore for so long I forgot who I am as a person

A mask that hides my inner thoughts, my demons

Oh I am so putting on a show with feelings

This society is turning chaotic

Can’t trust anyone who can’t trust themselves

So I guess that means you can’t trust me

But why would I care

I’m still stuck wearing this mask under a mask

Now tell me how does that make you feel


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