Free me.

I close my eyes and all I see is the darkness that appeared around me

I open them and it’s still dark

How can I find my way out?

How can I break free from the chains instilled on me?

I hear a howl

I see nothing

I hear a scream

I see red

All this darkness around me is now filled with brown dirt

No one came to save me

Forever alone in this world

Sadly

Mental

Button pop

Gas bubbled gut

Caused by the anxious feeling

Of leaving your comfort zone

Why can’t I stay where I am

With my box of chocolates

One hair out of place triggers me

Stay in the safety zone don’t try anything else

But the fun on the other side I want that

The happiness I want that

We screen for covid

But not for our overall mental health

Tick Tock

Counting without a purpose

Sounds a bit crazy

Feeling a bit worthless is just a phase see

Others quick to judge

But no one takes the time to

Dig deep but without doing too much

Drip drip

Running down a warm arm

Marks and bruises left for evidence

But no one cares enough to see it as relevant

Cry for attention?

More like a cry for redemption

Why did God make me like this?

Why am I never happy with this?

Splatter splatter what a mess

I am counting without a purpose