I close my eyes and all I see is the darkness that appeared around me
I open them and it’s still dark
How can I find my way out?
How can I break free from the chains instilled on me?
I hear a howl
I see nothing
I hear a scream
I see red
All this darkness around me is now filled with brown dirt
No one came to save me
Forever alone in this world
Gas bubbled gut
Caused by the anxious feeling
Of leaving your comfort zone
Why can’t I stay where I am
With my box of chocolates
One hair out of place triggers me
Stay in the safety zone don’t try anything else
But the fun on the other side I want that
The happiness I want that
We screen for covid
But not for our overall mental health
Counting without a purpose
Sounds a bit crazy
Feeling a bit worthless is just a phase see
Others quick to judge
But no one takes the time to
Dig deep but without doing too much
Running down a warm arm
Marks and bruises left for evidence
But no one cares enough to see it as relevant
Cry for attention?
More like a cry for redemption
Why did God make me like this?
Why am I never happy with this?
Splatter splatter what a mess
I am counting without a purpose