Emotionally Fed Up.

I’m tired of the thank yous for being there

But not getting any love in return

I’m tired of the sorrys

But coming around to do the same thing again

I refuse to let you take my stuff

I already given it up before

This time I know my worth

And it’s not going any where else

I’m tired of the no shows

The maybes and the oh nos

I just want someone down

But they can save all the extra stuff


I miss you


I want you


But I refuse to break first

I rather end a chapter before I open a book

Then open it and have you tear my pages out

But I miss you


I want you

Fear runs through my blood

The possibility of not seeking each other

Your hand failing to reach my own




I want you

I miss you

Taste the Real.

Try to stay true to yourself

Never change to adapt to anyone else

Learning what you can do to put your smile on your face

You can be alone without feeling lonely

Loving yourself is always fun before you have time to love anyone else

Go into the light but stop before the clouds

Keep shining bright no matter whose around

God made everyone different

So why waste time fitting in and being limited



Live YOU

and most importantly

Love YOU!



Scorching hot like eggs frying on the ground

Soft as fluffy cotton balls leaving behind traces of itself everywhere

That’s how affectionate you were

Like a tornado on a war path

Taking off quickly but always leaving behind a sign that you were there

Hard to keep a track of

Never slowing down long enough for something solid

Chasing a dream with you but I was never fast enough to keep up

Not sure if you knew exactly what you wanted

You just knew no one and nothing was going to hold you back

Burdens of waking up to the same face everyday

Was something you loved to say

But I find it beautiful to grow with someone and see the changes

Time to get a rope

Learn to lasso it right

That’s the only way to keep up

Is to capture the love with all my might

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Oh Lord.

These feelings oh Lord

Bad girl I don’t know what to feel anymore

Someone save me

These walls

These eyes

They are closing in on me
I’m just a sucka for love

One who is always lost

Waiting to be found

Will you find me ?
Don’t make any promises

When the sun shines you always there to cover it…

Why sparkle me with doubt?

Why keep me in a bubble?

Will you find me?

These feelings oh Lord.


You make my heart beat

Super fast

I feel chills when you look my way

My entire being is getting torn away

Stay with me forever

Make pancakes with me with those silly ears for life

Wake up and always think about me

You cure all my pain away

The greatest love that I can’t replace

When we fight and the angry melts

Your face is all I ask for with no doubts