Breathe.

Scared to take risks

Worrying about other people thoughts of you

Not a good way to live

Always looking over your shoulder to see if someone heard something

Or if they notice imperfection

Why is that important to us?

Why should we care on others opinions?

Why aren’t our own good enough?

Letting embarrassment stop our victories

Causing us to give up without trying

Keep your head held high without feeling judged

People are going to watch whether you fail or pass

So might as well enjoy your life

Do it for you

Try it for your heart

Live it to your best

Be brave to take risks

And just remember to

Breathe.

Shivers

You make my heart beat

Super fast

I feel chills when you look my way

My entire being is getting torn away

Stay with me forever

Make pancakes with me with those silly ears for life

Wake up and always think about me

You cure all my pain away

The greatest love that I can’t replace

When we fight and the angry melts

Your face is all I ask for with no doubts

Tired

Tired

Over worked

Underpaid

Struggling to do three jobs in one

More like five

Maybe six

Listen

Listen to me

If I’m not here who would run this place

You will notice the small things the small things I do to make this place great

Appreciate the things you take for granted

Those tears and hard work is to make a greater future

But who will be there to wipe the tears away while you doing so

Who can I reach out to talk to for advice if your not here here

But you there there making my future

Is there a point where you want the person to work hard for a good life but want them there to live it with you in the present

I do Lord

I do

When I fall down who can bandage me up

Not the parent who is always at work or in bed

But I need to be grateful so I will fall back

I appreciate you but your not the only one

Tired

Rain Talks

Drip drip mumbled words

Time to be one with nature

And enjoy the whispers from God

Silence

Silence

Listen to the plops

Sometimes the calmness of a sentence holds more bite

Take the time to focus on things around you without going into a fright

The rain talks

It turns things dark and ruin plans

It makes you run and miss your tan

Splitter splatter drop drop drop

The rain talks

Putting on a Show with Feels

The pain in this world

Where in order to co-exist we must sit behind screens to communicate

To express

Love, hate and pain

Where we can no longer reach out for a hug without questioning where the other person been

A world where you must cover up your expressions with a mask

But the joke is on them

I been wearing a mask years before this era

A mask that I wore for so long I forgot who I am as a person

A mask that hides my inner thoughts, my demons

Oh I am so putting on a show with feelings

This society is turning chaotic

Can’t trust anyone who can’t trust themselves

So I guess that means you can’t trust me

But why would I care

I’m still stuck wearing this mask under a mask

Now tell me how does that make you feel


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Energy Taken From Me

The energy taken from me

Can not be returned

Shaping myself to fit your needs and not my own

Pretending to be the girl of your dreams

But not living out to achieve mine

Watching what I say

Making sure not to hurt your feelings

Draining my soul for you

I get nothing in return

Nothing not even a proper goodbye

Waste of months waste of time

But I regained myself

No longer do I have to ask permission to live my own life

To be free of going out and not answering texts and calls

Freedom to say and do as I please

To eat pizza everyday if I like

No judgement

Here’s to all the energy taken from me